how i blow [my] job (it's not what u think, i assure you!)

sigh....the thing is...


...i just screwed my chance. thanks to me, myself for being so foolish!!!
what the heck is "i would like to know the answer of the application by tomorrow" ?!!!
how on earth, did i manage to sum up so much courage to speak like an ignorant and arrogant fool?!!
am i the employer or the student trying to apply for an internship in his company?!!
STUPID ME!!!

all i wanted to do is sounding calm over the phone-for a good 1st impression, displaying no sign of panicky but now i ended up sounding ego and impatient.

i really felt like shooting myself right now. erkkkkk...

it's over now. drink lotsa water and move on. should start searching for another company since due date is by this week.