Let me crap!!!

today's colour is dark brown. my feeling's down.

got annoyed by somebody and later got into a quarrel with her, over something so trivial.

is this a routine in my daily life or what? can't pass a day at home without eating some bombs and stepping on landmines. *sigh*

for the first time in my life, i used the phrase "Don't FORCE me. Just leave me alone! i wanna be alone! i dunwan to be out with the crowd!!!". it's like i am clearing off everything in my chest. i thundered through my cell so loud.

then, an old friend messaged me:

#pls wear sexy n nicely tomolo. i will bring the professional camera to pizza hut. tomolo i'm becoming the photographer, so only i can wear casual wear #

somehow i think the message is funny. my emotion alleviated.
thanks sze teng, you have no idea how much this sms means to me, just when i need something to cool me down. kiss you!

oh~shall stop here. must sleep early to reduce puffiness in eyes.

two more days, and i'll be back to uni again. very unsure of how i feel. neither happy nor sad.
Neutral, pH 7.0.

ok...really must stop myself from crapping further.