oh, no! i lost my temper again. and the outburst was witnessed by a father of a friend who happened to be repairing our roof top. now, i've earned myself a smellier reputation. but actually, things are not as it seems. i didn't just erupt suddenly, it's for a reason. i hate this-trying hard to be good, and get all efforts broken down by one single mistake. yarghhhhh! if only i could heighten my bloody boiling points and heat capacity!!! i hate this! i hate this! i hate this!or, maybe i should just be me. trying to be good is just not-so-me. i cease to be myself when i try to be too good and too obedient. everytime. *sigh* whatever done's done, whatever said's said. no turning back. i'll just need to check my temper next time.
i am optimistic that things are going to change for the better soon. yes! go! go!
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