Day 3

#one will think that i have nothing positive to say about my training.#

no progress yet. the malay trainee is absent. she had stomach cramp yesterday and i suppose she's still having it. the other trainee went out from 11:00 am till now. he will only be back after lunch hour, i presume. meanwhile, i had my butt glued to the chair, firmly and fingers fixed at the keypad. since internet connectivity here is good, i might as well make some good use of it-download movies. (but, where the heck should i find for free direct downloads?)

oh, i am dying to change faculty. not that i don't like it here or i have some unspoken issues with the other two, i just think that it is not too convenient for me to "travel" from my hostel to this faculty. too far. but, at the same time i do not have the courage to ask for a transfer. i fear that my coordinator would not permit the transfer (e.g: no available position for trainee in fsktm), and also, that will be very cruel to the other two trainees. 10 weeks is very short. despite me telling a friend that i decided to face the challenge, on and off, i am still thinking of the possibility. oh, boy! i must be very weak. i can't even bear for a week!

let's just see how. till tomorrow. or, i'll ring up my coordinator and ask for her opinion.