Day 6

#i start to look at the bright side of everything that happens#

i admit that i have been very ego and arrogant for the past few days. i have been very naive, have been complaining to too many people about my unhappiness and this has reflects how unadaptive i am. my selfishness and arrogance has cause myself "blind".

so, what's the sudden ray of sunshine?
nature. the 30 minutes walk from my hostel to my training place is definitely a healthy one-you get the morning air, breathe in the scents of the dried leaves around, the wet moss, the greens (minus the carbons released from the zooming motorcycles and cars)-which is good for the lungs and your eyes. on my way, i spied 3 squirrels in 3 different places, and i find the landscape of the mosque and the new building much more captivating then before. undeniable is the fact that the walk is long and a bit tiring but it is not that bad at all.

***on progress***
day 6- still pondering over the same set of problems and still updating the diagram. it's a good thing that we are able to discover the mistakes that we made and the important aspects that we have left out. however, alterations were made without confidence and only 0.5% of effort is involved. now, do you still call that improvement?

uhm..people make mistakes and learn from the mistakes they made. so, does that mean we are lucky that we still have a lot of room for learning and improvements?

currently, the team still lacks of motivation. everyone spends some time on the project but most of the time on their own business-in 1:3.

i wonder if my friends who are training in the private factor are facing a very strict policy.